Sleighbells Ring...

Right now, as I type this after a particulary stressful lecture, the snow is starting to swirl outside the lecture hall's large windows. The light has softened to that grey that accompanies winter stillness. Wind blows the flakes softly across the campus lawns and catches in the great oak trees.

Downtown, decorations have been up since before Thanksgiving and now the music is being played. Everywhere you go, the stores are blaring 'Let it Snow' and 'Silent Night' and today they seem to be getting their wish. Dipping into purses and wallets is that seemingly dilligent feeling of good will. Men and women are hurrying about buying anything they can find on sale for their friends and family. Because sometimes you don't love people enough to buy their things full price.

Meanwhile, my brother and I are preparing for the festival of lights. We dusted and untarnished the menorah while listening to talk radio. Later we sang songs we remembered from childhood. I made a pot of hot apple cider and we reminisced about Poland in a way I did not think I had the strengh to do. As of a few weeks ago, every though has been about family. How much I want one, want to repair the family I have. The process is slow, but oh so worth it.

Hoping the very best of holidays for you and yours. Next year may we all continue shining.

all the world's a stage,
Mischalina.